Sy tahu, kesempatan emas tidak akan datang 2x. Tp, adakalanya ada yang harus dikorbankan. Terlalu naif jika sy tidak tergiur. Ya, pertahanan sy hampir goyah shg tampaklah sisi keegoisan sy. Amat disayangkan,  But it's ok. maybe it's not my way. i believe there is something better. So let it flows as God's plan...